blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.i'm a badass girl...hate guys..don't ask..i don't even know why? myabe kuz they keep on look at me..i was like wtf?.well i was shy.so i put my head down.haha.but i swear.I WANNA PUNCH THEM F EYES..imma give them a PANDA eyes..haha.yes i am evil like that xp....well.i'm that kind of  girl you never want to  hang out with.i'm MEAN.EVIL.love to PUNCH guys..get hype all the times.act like a tom-boy..jumping all around..love to laugh.my frd they always like..what so funny? you stupid yo..haha.but i don't mind.kuz i''m happy like that .don't hate..xp i love music..love to go out movie.i havn't been to movie like.um.....2 month..friends he did asked me out.but i don't feel like it..T_T .i wanna go BOWLING.gosh..cousins they went there like every weeks.but WITHOUT me??..i hate my life...T_T P.S.i'm a outgoing girl..give me a call.i'll be there =]

i got a TummyP.xp.and i'm ready for a Tattoo on my low back..muhaha.wassup with me this year??.i'm all lost.confuse.

WELL..WHAT CAN I SAY? NOTMANY  PPLZ BEEN ON XANGA ANYMORE..BUT OH WELL..I BEEN LONEY AND BORED LATELY...LOLZ.SO YEAH..I BEEN SICK LATELY.. .FACE .EARS AND BODY GETTING HOT..AND GETTIN HEADCHE 24/7.....DID I TAKE MEDICINE?..MUHAHA..NOP..KUZ I'M LAZY..LOLZ..

AND I BEEN THINKING A LOTS..***DO NOT BELIEVE OTHER PPLZ BUT YOURSELF..KUZ THEY SAID THEY LIKES YOU A LOTS..BUT LATER ON...THEY BE PIMPING ONLINE..**** WELL.YEAH..BUT WELL.I DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE..LET IT JUST BE..KUZ IS NOT  MY BUSYNESS ANYMORE..WAS I MAD??..WELL KEEP IT TO MYSELF =] .WOULD I DO THAT?? NAW..I WOUN'T..KUZ..I CARES ABOUT OTHER PPLZ FEELING =]

AUNT..I MISS YOU!!!! ...IT BEEN LIKE A YEAR??.. I STILL MISS YOU..IF I CAN HAVE ONE WISH.I WANNA GO BACK TO 2002..KUZ IMMA BE AT CHINA..SO I CAN HANG OUT WITH YOU..BUT BUT BUT..AUNT..CAN YOU HEAR ME??.I WANNA TALK TO YOU..YOU DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME.YOU LEFT ME ALONE..I MISS YOU..T_T  THIS YEAR..I'M NOT HAPPY..YES.I'M GETTING A LOTS DIFFERNET THIS YEAR.SKINNIER..CRIED A LOTS  .U USED TO CALLED ME A CHUBBY GIRL =] I DON'T MIND..BUT NOW.I'M GETTING ALL SKINNY LIKE 104 POUND.I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT..T_T  I BEEN HEART BROKING.BUT DON'T WORRY..I'M A STRONG GIRL =]  .A LOTS THINGS HAD HAPPENED TO ME..BUT CAN YOU SEE? CAN YOU HEAR ME? I WANNA SHARE  IT WITH YOU..T_T SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA KILL MYSELF.KUZ I WANNA SEE YOU.I MISS YOU..IF I DIED.WOULD I SEE YOU AT THE HEAVEN? T_T  DO YOU KNOW ..........WHEN I CIRED I CAN'T LET MY PARENTS KNOW..KUZ I'M SCARED THAT MY MOM GONNA CRY TOO..I KNOW I'M NOT A MATURE GIRL..BUT I CAN THINK STRIGHT .SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME..AM I A BAD GIRL?? NO I'M NOT..FRDS ASKED ME DO I WANNA GET SOME WEED .AND GET DRUNK WITH THEM..WELL I WOULD GET DRUNK WITH THEM.BUT NOT WEED..=] WELL.TELL YOU ONE THING.I HAD BEEN BUZZED B4 LMFAO..I HOPE YOU WON'T FIND OUT =] THAT DAY IS MY WILDEST DAY EVER.I BEEN LIVING IN THE EARTH LIKE ALMOST 17 YEARS..I LOVE THAT DAY..I WILL KEEP IT IN MY HEART...THINKING ABOUT YOU 24/7  ..WHEN I'M SAD CRY LAUGH.LISTEN TO MUSIC.WATCHING MOIVES I BEEN THINKIN ABOUT YOU..AUNT.I LOVE YOU..YOU OWN ME 5 B-DAY GIFTS =] BUT I DON'T MIND ..WINK WINK..

well people..how's your summer..

btw..i don't use xanga that much anymore..well hit on me at myspace

www.myspace.com/lydia_do_ri_mi

yeah i'm a lil innocent girl.haha wink wink =]

.that's me..